During playing the "Priestly Blessing song" of Lize Hadassah Wiid about a 100 times the tears, sudden impact, and insights...
Crying, moved & sudden Inspiration
Usually only moved and inspiration, but this time also tears together with the topic: The Heavenly High Priest. And even with rest from within a kind of chaotic like "jigsaw puzzle parts dropping from the invisible box on the table of my mind laying mixed up, scattered like".
A short prayer for help, but I can already feel a kind of strong high current enlightening me from the inside giving me endless energy to write and program from 23:30 Thursday til 02:30 Friday morning (usually I'm already asleep around 23:30). And I had to write it in English so that made it even harder...
Neither knowing what nor the picture
This time it was even more difficult than usual. I had no oversight to what it should lead neither I had the words or content on forehand. I had to rely on whatever came to mind. Sometimes sentences, then a part of a Bible verse I could use in the Bible search engine, then a Bible verse. Then sentences again. Loose puzzle pieces I stacked, compared, put together thus drawing a picture of that High Priest in Heaven.
Funny enough even stacked and put together I sometimes didn't understand it and had to re-read again and again before it came clear to me. I learned I also had to learn from what was given and how it was given.
Why writing it in English first? How can I indirectly read this in Hebrews5:5? Why not mistake the sacrifice with his current role/task? Why writing about the Heavenly High Priest in the first place?
With the clarity also came the insights of what links to add in it linking to written papers; the most astonishing link was to a very old paper about Passover!
Biblical Passover this year 2026 is Wednesday evening 1 April with dusk. (Even the messianic calendar has it right this year).
"Insider's advantage"
Yes it is true I understand more about the big picture, the why and to what goals now. But I can't share all that, but maybe I'll write more about my brother, best friend, lord and King another time. Yes I know I will too.
Personal extra
Listening 🎧 to the Priestly Blessing sang by Lize during my walks in nature somehow touches the deepest me and encourages me to pray to Yeshua intensively. Long prayers, emotional pleading like a brotherly talk yet to my Lord and King. Hands risen and with tears, lots of tears. Feeling my relationship with Christ gets stronger and better!
A link to her song on Spotify: Live version!
PS: I only wrote all this (English only!) because what happened was so intense and important to me, but I do realize also for the readers of the paper "The Heavenly High Priest"!!!
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